告别这一年二零零九

告别二零零九~

过去的一年，做了什么~？

想回~有点模糊

模模糊糊去做着一件事

模模糊糊没去好好规划一些事

模模糊糊地模模糊糊下去

一整年的夏天模模糊糊地失去了很多东西与机会

回想这一年

二零零九一月一号的这一天，订下了一个接一个的目标

实现的且只是四分之一

有点失落与绝望

怨自己没拿捏好时间地利人和

怨他人处事不理智，自私

这一年一切的一切厌死了~不想去追忆

像刮风一样狠狠地把这一切带走

飘得远远地~结束这一切~不再回头。。。

纳闷

= 纳闷 =
连呼吸都觉得有些溺息
压抑自己只为了让自己看来更坚强
却忘了原来的自己已渐渐模糊不清
说不出也给不到这一刻的自己一个满意的答案
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问题的存在却不说出口
不想后退只因为不想放弃自己的能力
不说出口只因为找不到心墙
然而事情总是在发生后才找到那个迟来的慰问与依靠
一直相信自己有能力去面对
不断的继续向前跑
不认输~总相信自己能办到
只是在这停下的时候开始觉得慢慢的失去了这份毅力
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但，还是觉得不服
告诉自己停下脚步只是让自己看清楚
一瞬间的想法不代表成功或失败
时间总能让人生的过程改变
黑黑白白说不清
往往黑白之间的胜利者就是两者之间从没想过的
=灰=

一部有感觉的电影

Don and his wife Alice prepare dinner for their group of survivors in a heavily reinforced cottage somewhere in rural Rage-infected Britain. As they eat their meal they hear a young boy approach outside. Alice opens the door to let the child inside, who says he has been fleeing the infected. Moments later, a pack of the infected discover the hideout and break in, quickly overwhelming the group. Alice refuses to leave without the boy and is abandoned by Don, who escapes down a river in a boat, emerging as the sole survivor.
Over the course of 28 weeks, Britain is declared relatively safe again and an American-led NATO force begins repopulating the country. Chief Medical Officer Scarlett (Rose Byrne), is startled by the arrival of children to the green zone; she was unaware that children were being admitted. Among the children are Tammy and Andy, Don and Alice's children who were in Spain during the initial outbreak. At only 12 years of age, Andy is the youngest person in Britain. During their subsequent medical inspection, Scarlett notes Andy's heterochromia, a trait he inherited from his mother. Andy and Tammy are subsequently admitted to District 1, a heavily-reinforced, fully functional section of London in the Docklands guarded by the United States Army, including Sergeant Doyle (Jeremy Renner) and helicopter pilot Flynn (Harold Perrineau). They are reunited with their father Don, now head caretaker of the district. Inside their new penthouse, Don tearfully recounts his escape, revealing that Alice was killed by the infected. The next day, the two children slip out of the safe zone to return to their old home, where Andy discovers Alice, disheveled but alive. Andy and Tammy are recaptured by the US Army while Alice is decontaminated. A blood test reveals that she is infected with the Rage virus, but not displaying any symptoms, labeling her a carrier, as evidenced by her bloodshot eye. Though Scarlett wants to keep Alice alive to seek a cure, she is overruled by her superior.
Don visits his children in a holding room, where they question him about Alice being alive. He then visits Alice in her isolation cell, and asks for forgiveness. After they kiss, the rage virus in her saliva infects him. Now an infected, he brutally kills her and breaks into District 1, attacking and infecting soldiers. The outbreak forces the area into lockdown, but not in time to restrict Don from forcing his way into the safe-room, where he begins to kill and infect the confined civilians. Scarlett rescues Tammy and Andy from containment, fleeing together as chaos spreads to the streets. Doyle and the soldiers are ordered to shoot the infected, but the chaos escalates into an extermination of the populace. He abandons his post and escapes with Scarlett and the children as District 1 is incinerated by napalm. Meanwhile, large numbers of the infected escape the bombardment, occupying the city.
Stopping at the derelict remains of Regent's Park, Scarlett informs Doyle that the key to curing infection is in the children, who may have the same immune system as their mother. Flynn arrives by helicopter to pick up Doyle, but refuses to take anyone else. The infected appear and pursue the group, forcing them to flee. To aid their escape, Flynn uses his helicopter rotor blades to kill dozens of infected before leaving, designating Wembley Stadium as the new rendezvous point. The group breaks into an abandoned car to escape the infected and the clouds of poisonous gas being vented into the city. In the process of starting the car, Doyle is killed by soldiers with NBC suits and flamethrowers. Scarlett drives into the London Underground to evade a pursuing helicopter, where she and the children continue on foot, guiding their way with the night vision scope on Doyle's rifle. When they are separated, Scarlett is ambushed and killed by Don, who attacks Andy and bites him. Tammy shoots Don and saves Andy, who remains symptom-free like his mother. The children continue to Wembley Stadium and are picked up by a reluctant Flynn, who flies them across the English Channel and out of Britain.
Another 28 days later, a group of infected run through a subway tunnel through the Palais de Chaillot towards the Eiffel Tower.

一部对我来说=有感觉=的电影。故事情节配搭上JOHN MURPHY的soundtrack另整个故事更完美。另一步让我着迷的电影。

简简单单用心感觉

没有好的文笔与想象

所以简简单单用心写

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无法拿捏好人与人之间的沟通

所以简简单单将心比心

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没有轰轰略略和要求的爱情

所以简简单单心心相印

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没有奢求太多现实生活的物质

所以简简单单用心享受现在拥有

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简简单单用=心=感觉

色彩的意义胜于黑白的定义

我很快乐，因为用心感觉让我看见色彩

为什么印度男人脸上要留胡子???

午餐时间又到了，"今天想吃什么呢？"
开口问了同事，虽然心里有了"心水"地方。
"不如就妈妈档吧！"果然是同龄兼有默契的同事。
这"心水"地方就在公司附近但还是选择了驾车去，
因为一踏出公司门口就像见光死，晒死了~
找了位子坐下~点了"Mee Hun Goreng + Mata Kerbau + Neslo",
(特别介绍: 这里的Mee Hun Goreng 里头有放马铃薯的列~多另类呵)
同事则点了"Roti Telur + Roti Pisang + Neslo"。
边吃边聊，突然同事问我 : "Eh~你看,为什么印度男人都喜欢留胡子？"
我望望四周傻掉，"很好！你问这个问题很好~我也不知道！"
是噢~真的~现场真的找不到一个是没有胡子的！
同事自问自答: "为什么呢？难道这是代表着他们的象征？"
我说:"恩~可能他们觉得这样很 MAN 咧~代表他们成熟有男子味咧~"
心想:"如果他们不保持卫生清洁的话，就真的是有男人味咯~呵"
同事还在自问自答:"恩~会不会是他们这个种族本身的基因
就是偏向比较多毛发的啊？应该是呱~"
结果我牛头不对马嘴的对同事说:"是咯是咯~被你这样一提，
我就想到每次和朋友去那些有穿他们uniform的妈妈档喝茶时，
每次都找不回那个跟我下order的印度男人~
天啊~因为他们十个里面有八个是大同小异的样子，
而十个十个都是有胡子的~~~"
结果我们两个还是100个问号 "为什么印度男人脸上要留胡子??? "